Monday, December 7, 2009

Hard Days

Today is an extremely hard day. Have you ever felt that they closest people to you are the ones that hurt you the worse. Well, today is that day for me. I have been having some really tough times lately and this weekend was the straw that broke the camels back. As I said in earlier post, that I was a children pastor and I loved it. I left doing it when I met my husband. We moved and found another church. I became very involved in the children ministry at the church. I always though that my dream of being a children pastor would always become real again, and I felt that it would happen at the church where we attend. This weekend showed to me that it would never happen. In the mist of trying to talk to the one I love, I found out that he supported something other than I believed. My heart is broken into tiny little pieces. Please pray for wisdom for me and strength. I am not sure what is going to happen. Thanks.